It just hits me

Sometimes it just hits me. Much like a ton of bricks. I lost my babies, both of them. I can be sitting down watching tv and my heart breaks all over again, out of nowhere. They are gone. I will never hear their cries and kiss their sweet lips. I will miss you for always my babies. There will always be a huge piece of my heart that left when you did. It has been over a month since I delivered William and I just still can't wrap my head around it. I miss the movements and the sound of his heart. I should be 21 weeks pregnant. Instead I am days away from being 5 weeks post delivery and my womb and arms are empty. Hugs and kisses by Jesus from me babies!

Thank you so much mom and dad for this beautiful necklace.