After 3 years it is time for the next step...

Well it has now been over 3 years of TTC and we have an upcoming appointment with a Reproductive Endocrinologist (Fertility Dr.). I am prepared for anything at this point, I think, but can I really be completely prepared? The hardest thing for me I think is the fact that insurance doesn't cover infertility (or at least mine doesn't some group plans do). The amount of money that could be involved is just scary. But how can you put a price limit on your dreams for yourself and your family? I just have to trust in God that everything will work out. We haven't shared with very many people that we are even onto this step and only 1 person even knows when the appointment is. We  I just don't want the added pressure. So many people already think it is their business when it isn't that I just want to keep things private until I am comfortable talking about it more. That would be why I have created this blog. Then I can put my feeling out into cyber land. So as the months, weeks and days get closer to our appointment I think I will just continue to have that butterfly feeling more and more. Not only because I am nervous but mostly because I am hopeful! In the next 18-24 months I am hoping and praying we will have another bundle of joy(s) to hold in our arms. Until then I will hold my beautiful, sassy, funny and sweet 4 year old girl. She is our world and we could not be any more proud of her!