It is so hard to believe. 2 years, 731 days, 17,544 hours and many many minutes without you with me. If my pregnancy would have continued you would be 18 months old. Walking, talking and learning so much from your sister. She misses you so much. She would truly be the best sister to you. She talks about the things she would teach you and how she would play with you. You would be so fun at the pool this year! I certainly would spend more time in the water chasing you. And this fall I can just imagine how adorable you would be in your little overalls riding with daddy in the combine! Oh sweet boy I miss you so much! Not a day goes by that you aren't on my mind. Today we did what we do on birthdays. We had chocolate chip pancakes.
And we each sent you a balloon.
And then we decided to go see Finding Dory with your sister. It was a very cute movie! After we went to Target and Delainee picked out a heart locket. She has wanted a locket to put your picture in for the past 2 years and we finally saw one she just couldn't live without. I am going to work on printing a picture small enough tonight to put in it for her. She talked about how cool it would be to open it and have a camera to you in heaven. I so wish we could spend just one day with you. This morning when I turned on music while making breakfast this is the song that came on first. So fitting for today, and every day.
And since I didn't get a cake we all got ice cream tonight! I got a cotton candy blizzard. The next best thing to birthday cake!
On our way home we stopped and picked up some lanterns. Unfortunently there was a slight breeze so not ideal for lanterns. But daddy got one to go up! We could see it for so long!
I am sure you had the best angelversary in Heaven! I wish you were here. Jesus, hug him once for me. Tell him that you love him and that we love him too. I love you William Lawrence! ❤️❤️
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=IBHEJtqKjkk
